Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense pain behind one eye that lasts up to several hours.
About 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records propose bizarre treatments for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a